I'd give my all to change the way the world goes round.

Went out after work yesterday (HK cafe, arcade & Surrogates) and FB is being such a barbaric kid for not allowing me to upload photos. I've tried thrice.

I was rather turn off when they suggested going to arcade to kill the 1 hour of time before the movie starts but glad that I did played Daytona! hahaha, daytona craze. I was 4th out of 5 for first round but second round I got 1st. Hahaha. Mona damn cute, she punched Kaly in her sleep when she fell asleep in the cinema.

I've got uneven eyes, really... right eye so much smaller :(
Anwz, wanted to go out today but woke up at 4plus :( Ohwellz, I've not sleep for 12 hours for god-know-how-long! ((:

Pardon my chui hair please. I removed it from my hair net and it will become like that, I can't predict it, it's different everyday. hah.

Wendy and I was happy ytd cause both our eyecandies (PY & Wilber) was at work and working at the same sector some more. Or rather, our eyes are happy. PY smiled at us leh, he never smiled one. Oh, he was prom king... BUT prom king doesn't mean good-looking. At least for my year's prom. Wilber (not his real name) was alot friendlier, always smile.
Wendy must be very happy cause PY is in the same sch as her though he is having attachment now.

Having eyecandies doesn't mean we like them, they just make our eyes brighten a little.
It's not love, we know it well.

Sometimes, I think I look cheena.
Sometimes, I think I look mina.
Someone told me that I might not be good-looking but I need to have confidence so that I will feel good about myself... I'll try.. but I've no idea where to find that confidence.

Sorry ah, I don't dress up to work :(
So... went out with Wendy, Kaly, Jeannie, Mona, Fred, Andy and... bird. :(
But oh well, Kaly asked him along so it's ok la.

Too many things happened, I don't want to update. lol. All I can say that work is scary.
Not the work load but the people.

I am thankful for having these girls with me :)


@HK cafe.


WENDY (L)


Mona (wendy's classmate) new friend made :)


Jeannie~ Only worked with me for a few days and she was posted to Raffles outlet.


You can lock girls and a camera with full battery inside washroom and they can stay for an hour if they want.


KALY.
She's our dowager. Thank you for your treat the previous time as well as the choc cake and many other things.


More photos inside Kaly's camera and photos of Wendy and I in our uniform is with Ira :( I don't know when we can have it... hope she remember to add us on FB!

Great, lost my voice again (Y)
Grad night meeting tomorrow... and I shall run some errands after that :)
I shall enjoy the solitude, shouldn't it be like this? :)

Date me out, I am free almost everyday :)
except for 5th, 9th... should be like this for now. wish wee can come back now> :(

I can't believe I can hear sparkles when I stay at the 14th floor.
It just upsets me a little. Right, everyone is in the mid-autumn festival mood.
No, I am not celebrating it this year.
It's silly, it's childish, it's not for someone turning 18.
It's not. I want but I can't.

***

Online shopping makes me happy. Or rather, less unhappy.
If there's a mood detector placed on me like how the machine taking your heartbeat rates works, mine will be a straight line. Even if it fluctuates, it will still be within the same boundary, no ups nor downs. Well, I shall see it as something good.
Do I really see it that way?

I don't like uncertainties.
But something is very certain and I don't like it even more.

& smth else is making me feel very insecure... I feel damn lousy inside and I can't explain. don't go away, my friend.
I won't mention love because I don't know it at all. thought love was when you're with me.

Sorry, but my sentences might not be linked.